Queen of the South Sea

Hi,

It's been a while...haven't done anything here for quite some time now...well, being a queen really is a big responsibility and having a time for myself is a luxury that I can't easily have...

How is everybody? I hope everything is quite well.  A lot of transitions happened since I last posted anything in my blog...I wont enumerate them for i know I'll just bore you to death...

I haven't been writing anything as well (except for some children's verses, which is not even interesting enough to post...

Oh well, I guess my life just become the "nothing" i have feared it will be...but i know this is temporary...nothing in this world is permanent, not even life itself...so i know there is still hope for a lost queen like me...

till next time.

I dreamed last night...I was with the one I love...suddenly I saw this gigantic yellow snake...who was devouring everything in its path...especially the things that resemble cats...I then saw my childhood friend...she was sitting in front of the snake, her face looked like a kitten, I felt so afraid for my friend, I knew the snake will eat her...so I gave her my scarf to cover her face...but the snake still ate her...the I saw myself running for dear life...the snake was after the owner of the scarf...then I was trapped...the snake was facing me...I was even more terrified...but it didn't eat me...because of something I did for her...yes, it was she...I woke up...I couldn't understand what that dream meant...what I did for that yellow snake for me to be spared...I'm still afraid.